It might take me a while to get back to doing this. It’s so much about him. Almost everything I’ve written since I started writing, he was in the room with me as I wrote it. This blog is so full of him. I tried to write about unrelated things at Pandagon and it felt lousy, reads disjointed and clumsy.
Even the above paragraph sucks.
I’m not looking for reassurance here, so thanks but save your time. I’m telling myself all the usual stuff about healing. Just letting you know this place will be quiet, at least for a while. I can’t even look at this blog right now. It feels like a cemetery.
