It will get better for you. And when that happens don’t think it means you loved Zeke any less than you thought. It only means that you’ve found a way to remember him with a little less of the pain.
It’s good to see and read the little & larger joyful things still happening in your lives.
This Easter is the fifth anniversary of my partner’s death; later the same year our cat succumbed to old age, and I survived a serious illness with major physical results. I’m starting to get a bit more at home with living now — other shocks have come along. The scars still send a reminding pang at unexpected times, or a wave of feeling dumps me, but it’s less like tigers ambushing from the shadows.
Shedding tears for all…
oh, zekie.
It will get better for you. And when that happens don’t think it means you loved Zeke any less than you thought. It only means that you’ve found a way to remember him with a little less of the pain.
Good luck.
Oh, Zeke. Oh, Chris. Thinking of you.
(o)
(This pebble is a bit of limestone from the quarry, with a fossil embedded in it.)
Is it my imagination or was there melancholy in Zeke. Every time I see a photo of him, I just want to cry. He’s just so…filled with something.
Btw, I love this photo of Zeke and bunny. A couple of wascals.
It’s good to see and read the little & larger joyful things still happening in your lives.
This Easter is the fifth anniversary of my partner’s death; later the same year our cat succumbed to old age, and I survived a serious illness with major physical results. I’m starting to get a bit more at home with living now — other shocks have come along. The scars still send a reminding pang at unexpected times, or a wave of feeling dumps me, but it’s less like tigers ambushing from the shadows.